2010年10月15日星期五

八点半

十月八日早上八点半
当那么一拉反弹下
那一只针,不只插到,而是穿过了中指
血,在紧紧密封的手套里,热热湿湿
无法思考痛与不痛
我只知道我没时间
用纸巾紧按着穿了两个大洞,鲜血直流的手指
直接走了出去
是的,我想说的是
真的很谢谢,谢谢你的拔刀相助
虽然,现在还是该死地模仿我当初按着手指的惨样
还死都要说我当时热泪盈眶
按着时是很惨,可是没有热泪盈眶
痛是有的,可是无助它盖过了一切
我会记得
晚上八点半
咻的一声
那一扇被推开的玻璃门
担心我以后弹琴少了一个音的你
*******
不顺心的事固然是有
令人失望的人事物无法避免
但,学会庆幸,学会感激
幸好身边还有那一些挺身相助的你们
漠不关心的,就微笑说再见吧

2010年9月29日星期三

HAR?

Was dealing with suppliers these days
Ya...at this moment when many people sitting at home for their thesis,
I'm still dealing with these stuff
Thanks to my supervisor...
And my conversation always starts with
"Hi. Mr/ Mrs XXX. I'm Miss Hii calling from IMU. May I know do you sell any osmometer?"
Then there were several responses, the top one was
"HAR? What?"
" Osmometer"
"HAR? What is it for? Can you describe it?"
"Ermm...It's for measuring osmotic pressure. I need to test osmolality of certain natural product."
"Owh...owh...sorry we don't have it."
Got one uncle even responded
"I don't have osmometer but I have thermometer, you want?"
"""=.="""
Uncle...is too different la!
In which I don't know whether I should cry or laugh on such response
Yeah, it can be whole noon calling ended up with no one selling such weird instrument, but I received lots of "HAR?".
But finally out of 20++ I called, there were 4 of them having it and the responses were
"Yaya...may I know which one you want? There are bla bla bla....."
Yeah...it successfully stunned me for seconds
as I have no idea about this thing and forced me to read more afterwards
But always there was another "HAR?" session at the end of the conversation
when they asked me for name and email
"Miss, may I have your name and email address ?"
"Miss Hii here. H-I-I"
"HAR? Sorry, H-I-I?"
"Ya. H-I-I"
Got another aunty even worse
"Miss, may I have your name and email address ?"
"Miss Hii here. H-I-I"
"HAR?"
"H-I-I. Email address bla bla bla"
"Ok. Let me confirm again ah....Miss Hee, H-E-E bla bla bla"
"Nonono....is H-I-I. Double 'I' "
"OWH...HAHAHA...Sorry sorry"
=.='''
Now I have learnt to answer the last question with
"I will text you my full name with my email address, ok?"
No more "HAR" please
=/
Antisocialising now and appreciate to be alone
Blame the post-effect of talking too much with suppliers
Hugs staff officers for giving me supports

2010年9月18日星期六

不要打我

不知曾经何时
Broga hill 突然在我班掀起风潮
当越来越多人踊跃报名登山团时
我更跟着举双手摇摆说我要去!
星期三中午,有人问
“有去哦?”
我很大声地“有!”
星期四中午,有人问
“有去哦?”
我很大声地“有!”
星期五中午,有人问
“有去哦?”
我很大声地“有”
甚至还强逼某人一起去,当天下午才进Lab
然后,今天中午,有人问
“有去哦?”
我开始吞口水
因为,她一封出乎我意料之外的信息
那几句吩咐,那几句要求
因为,另一个她,踏进我的culture room说的那个我应该高兴的好消息
是的,我犹豫了
然后,我挣扎了
结果,我决定了
“再见了,Broga Hill! ”
“早安,IMU ”
=)
知道有的人想打我
我也不想的
下次好不好?
下次一定会去